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20 April 2009 @ 03:48 pm
one shot : …does love hurt ?  
…does love hurt ?
Author : mizuno_hikaru
Pairing : Akame
Rating : PG15
Summary : It happened in their early years; Jin answered Kazuya’s question. Now after years, Jin asked Kazuya the same question.
Disclaimer : No, I has no relation to the Kitagawa clan. *sob*
A/N : an attempt for vignette fic. I took the definitions based on Microsoft Encarta Dictionary. The quotation about love credited to twentyeytako . Dear, your words are my inspirations ^^ And special thanks for my dear beta piperr0919 *hugs* luv you dear!! ♥♥♥ You are the best!!

—Jin’s POV—

It was another ordinary day in our early years when you suddenly sighed and leaned your head on my shoulder. It’s unusual for you to act so depressed like that, so I put my hand around your waist and asked you what happened.

Nothing, you said. Yet you let out another sigh from your mouth. I chuckled as you were a terrible liar. Yes, back then you were a skinny teenager with bushy eyebrows and messy hair, you were shy and cautious, and you always cling onto me till people recognized us as a packet. You always stayed by my side and vice versa, and I missed those moments so much.

I remembered that you stared at me with your puppy eyes and finally asked me; your voice was soft and hesitant : Ne, Jin… Does love hurt ?

I smiled, let you to hold my hands as I answered your question :

Relation is a noun; a connection between things: a meaningful connection or association between two or more things. It’s a plural noun, as it also means as contacts between groups or people.

From that word, comes another word. Relationship. It’s also a noun, which carries greater meanings. Relationship is a significant connection or similarity between two or more things, a state of being related to something else. Relationship is the connection between family, between friends, between the lovers—it’s a behaviour or feelings toward somebody else; the connection between two or more people or groups and their involvement with one another, especially with regards to the way they behave toward and feel about one another.

Both relation and relationship are complex words. From these words, we recognized another word, a word we called love.

And love is the most complex word humans had ever known. Love holds thousands of meanings. Some said that love is to feel tender affection for somebody—or maybe for something. Love is a desire; a desire for somebody, to feel romantic, and longing for somebody.

Love is passionate attraction, a strong affection, a strong liking, something eliciting enthusiasm. It’s an intense feeling of positive emotions, the pure enjoyment, the most primitive addiction that consumes our heart and devours our brain.

Everybody says love hurts but that’s not true.
Loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts, envy hurts…
Everyone gets this things confused with love.

But in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does NOT hurt.

Now you get it…?, I asked you, and you hushed me with a smile plastered on your lips. Shut up and kiss me already, you demanded. I smiled back and complied your order. Your wish is my command…, I whispered as I touched my lips onto yours.

It was years ago when you asked me that question. Both of us have grown into mature men, and we were no longer curious teen with careless attitude. I stole a glance at you; you sat there on the loveseat in the corner, your hands scribbled something on your notepad.

I took my cell phone.
Ne, Kazu… Does love hurt ? -J-

I saw you flipped your cell phone; a faint smile plastered on your face, your eyes were gentle. You stole a glance at me for a second, before you turned back to your work. My cell phone vibrated as I set it on silence mode.

No, love doesn’t hurt.
And it was true, love is the only thing in this world that does NOT hurt. You are the one who taught me about it. -K-

I closed my eyes, feeling the familiar sensation throb in my heart. So it was also true… that love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. And you are the one who show me about it.


Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Catscarlet_ember on April 20th, 2009 12:02 pm (UTC)
i want to hug them!!!!!!

and you!!! for writing this.

*fuzzy inside*
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: akame by amaiconmizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 12:39 pm (UTC)
thank youuuuuu =)
glad u like this one~~! *hugs*
twentyeytakotwentyeytako on April 20th, 2009 12:30 pm (UTC)

ok, i refreshed my f-page and then i saw my name on your authors note.

UWAA~! I'm really glad the quotes I had gave you inspiration. You don't know how happy I am right now. *ok, i'm blabbering. sorry.*

Those are the ones from the drabbles right?

Thanks for writing this. I really really REALLY enjoyed this. :D


♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: pose 1mizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 12:48 pm (UTC)
*hugs back*
yep, that's from the drabbles. i got it from the akame one *you edited them as ryoda too rite?*
i really really reaaalllyyy love those drabbles!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

and thx 4 the r&c ne~!! ^^
~fathy~: akameloooove~kamewomezashite on April 20th, 2009 12:48 pm (UTC)
waaaaaaaauw, it warmed up my heart..
thanks so much, i love your fics
write more!!
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: akame is love~mizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 01:19 pm (UTC)
thanks for the reading and commenting ^^
i'm glad u love my fics dear ♥
and yes, i'll write more!!
sheenalinhsheenalinh on April 20th, 2009 12:52 pm (UTC)
OMG *0*
I adore ur writing style, simple to understand, deep to be so touching.
Those definition of love, relation and relationship,...
Thank you for this, u make me feel warm in a harsh day ^.^v
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: popeye jin comemizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 01:21 pm (UTC)
thank youuuu ♥
i'm so flattered!! *blushed*
glad u enjoyed this, thx 4 the r&c ne~~~
andee: akame rabuannedee08 on April 20th, 2009 12:56 pm (UTC)
this is sweet. ^^
chibi!akame are adorable. ^^
and yes, love doesn't hurt. :P
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: akame by amaiconmizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 01:44 pm (UTC)
thank you~!! glad u like this.
yeah, love doesn't hurt ne? ^^
piperr0919piperr0919 on April 20th, 2009 01:18 pm (UTC)
ur words really made me think alot ne!!! ♥♥
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: popeye jin comemizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 01:52 pm (UTC)
piper deaaarrr =)
ILUSM!! hehehhe, thx 4 betaed this fic ne ♥
glad u like it ^___________^
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♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: pose 1mizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 02:02 pm (UTC)
thank you dear ^^
glad u like this!

btw, i luv ur ava... jin looks so hot ;p
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jennishijennishi on April 20th, 2009 02:46 pm (UTC)
Cute and this is soothing. It relieves me from a hard day @ work!
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: lonely parkmizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 04:02 pm (UTC)
thank you =)
glad you enjoyed this story~!!
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♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥mizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 04:04 pm (UTC)
hehehehe...glad u enjoyed this story put ^^
i luv my new beta... she works so fast~! yay~~

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kirei_shinigamikirei_shinigami on April 20th, 2009 04:38 pm (UTC)

im speechless,
1st with jin
2nd with kame
1nd 3rd to the both of them...

♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥mizuno_hikaru on April 20th, 2009 05:16 pm (UTC)
hehehhe... thank you!!
glad that you like it ^^
Toge-chantogechan on April 20th, 2009 07:58 pm (UTC)
This fic is amazing. It's so powerful and simple and idk. ldkafhks It was just amazing.

I never saw love the way you put it here, but I think you're right about love. It doesn't hurt.
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: popeye jin comemizuno_hikaru on April 21st, 2009 04:39 am (UTC)
thank youuu~~!
glad u enjoyed the fic. and yes, love doesn't hurt ^^
Pika Pika ぴょん..: akame lavulavushapika on April 21st, 2009 01:22 am (UTC)
SO sweeeeeeeeeetttttttt!!~~
*hug you tightly*
Akame is so sweeeeeeeeeettttttttt!!~~
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: akame in bedmizuno_hikaru on April 21st, 2009 04:41 am (UTC)
pikaaaa~~ don't faint dear!!
*hugs back*
hehhee, glad u like this!!
thx 4 the r&c ne~~ ♥
risa_turtlerisa_turtle on April 21st, 2009 04:55 pm (UTC)
...'that love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again'...

I love this phrase :D
The story is really nice <333
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: popeye jin comemizuno_hikaru on April 22nd, 2009 09:46 am (UTC)
yes, i lub that phrase too ^^
i took them from twentyeytako's drabbles, and they were so inspiring~!

thx 4 the r&c ^_______________^
ring_riering_rie on April 25th, 2009 08:19 am (UTC)
it's so good...
n sweet!!!!!!
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥mizuno_hikaru on April 25th, 2009 11:16 am (UTC)
thank youuuu~~!!!
glad u like it :)
hagukenkenhagukenken on April 25th, 2009 07:07 pm (UTC)
I will keep that in mind~
people always get things confused with love...
Yup love never tend to hurt or harm anyone ne~
thanks for lovely story mizuchan ^^

♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥mizuno_hikaru on April 26th, 2009 03:05 am (UTC)
u r welcome kenken dear ^^
glad u like the story!!