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13 August 2008 @ 04:40 pm
[one shot] Reason To Love  

Reason To Love
Author : mizuno_hikaru
Pairing : akame
Rating  : dunno, a little bit angst but it safe anyway… PG13?
Disclaimer : they owned each other, I just owned the plot~
Warning : un-betaed. Plis dun’t mind…
A/N : inspired from Friendster’s bulletin board : “Do you need a reason to love someone?”  but all of the words in this fic is originally mine.

 

Dedicated to ryl92 a.k.a Ery-chan. Happy belated birthday dear~!! I promised you a fic as your present, so here it is. Blame my stupid writer’s block for the lateness… LOLLZZZ

 

Akanishi Jin unlocked the door and stepped in. He threw his keys onto the pantry table and took a glass of water. His apartment is damn too quiet, and it made Jin wondered if his lover is still mad at him. Usually when he got home, a warm loving tone will greet him : “ Okaeri “ along with the sweet smile plastered on his lover’s face; but since this afternoon he haven’t seen Kazuya after their job.

 

“ …Kazuya ? “ Jin stepped into their bedroom, but no one was there. A small paper was folded on the side table, Jin opened the note and read the lines with knitted eyebrows.

 

I still mad with you.
I went to my family’s residence until you could give me the exact reasons.
—Kazuya—

 

“ Damn, it still bothered him ? “ Jin pouted, remembered their fight in the earlier morning.

 

—flashback mode on—

“ Ne, Jin… do you love me ? “

“ Of course I love you, Kazu… You already knew it, right ? “

“ Then, give me the reasons “

“ What do you mean with ‘reasons…? “

“ The reason that made you love me, silly… “ Kazuya pouted, “ I wanted to know your reasons… “

 

It need a couple of seconds for Jin to replied, “ Kazuya, I really really really love you… But I didn’t need any reason to love you “

“ You didn’t have any reason to love me…?! “ Kazuya’s eyes widened in anger.

“ No, no… You got it wrong, baby “ Jin tried to calmed his lover down, “ I didn’t say that I didn’t have any reason. I just said that I didn’t need any reason “

“ You can’t even tell me the reason… How can you say that you love me ? “

“ Did you need these reasons so bad ? Even I couldn’t tell the reasons, I could prove that I love you “

“ Proof ? “ If sex is the one you meant, I didn’t want to even hear it...! I just need the reasons, is that too hard for you, Jin ? Am I so bad to have no good points to tell about…? “

“ No, Kazu ! It’s not what I meant… Of course you have many good points in you; you are beautiful, your voice is sweet, your smile is breath-taking, you are the most caring and loving person that I met, you are smart and thoughtful… there are so many good points which will be endless for me to name them “ Jin stared to those almond eyes, “ …but still, I didn’t need any reason to love you “ 

—flashback mode off—

 

After that fight, Kazuya refused to speak with Jin. He left first for their job, and avoided any contact the whole day. Jin took a deep sigh, “ You didn’t understand what I wanted to say, Kazu… “

 

He took his cellphone and texted his lover.

SEND MESSAGE ?

YES.

MESSAGE SENT.

MESSAGE STATUS : DELIVERED.

 

He sat in the sofa, waited for any reply. But an hour later, instead of a text message, their front door were opened in hurry; and Kazuya stepped in with teary eyes. He practically rushed home after he read Jin’s message, and now he understood what Jin was trying to say the earlier morning.

 

“ You got what I meant now, honey ? “

Kazuya nodded and gave himself in Jin’s warm embrace, “ Yeah… I’m sorry Jin “

“ I love you so much “

“ I know… “ Kazuya murmured, “ Me too “

 

~Kamenashi Kazuya’s cellphone, inbox menu~

 

SENDER  : Jin
SUBJECT : I didn’t need any reason to love you

 

Kazuya, sorry to made you upset.

It was my fault to not explain what I meant before. Did you know why I keep saying that I didn’t need any reason to love you ? It’s not because you didn’t have any good points, but they aren’t the reason why I love you.


If I love you because you are beautiful, it means when you lose your beauty someday, somehow… I’ll stop loving you.


If it was because of your sweet voice that I love you, it means when you are mute… I’ll never fall for you.


If it was your smile which made me love you… it means when you are sad and shed your tears, I’ll leave you.


If it was because you are caring and loving that made me love you… it means when you acted spoiled or being egoist, I’ll lose my interest in you.


If the fact that you are smart and thoughtful that me love you… how about you got it reversed ? I was sometimes stupid and immature, but I knew you loved me with all of your heart.


If someday you passed away and left me behind… if those good points were my reasons to love you, it means I’ll simply forget about you. Because if you can’t show me those good points to me, I’ll have no reason to love you anymore.


If I use those good points to love you… when they are gone, therefore I couldn’t love you anymore. 


Does love need a reason ?

I believed that love didn’t need any exact reasons.

Love is beyond the reasons…

 

I love you, because you are yourself.

I love you whole, including all of your good and bad points…

I love you… because I knew it.

My heart tells me that I love you so much for ever and forever; and it was more than enough.

I didn’t need any reason to love you…

 

—end—

 
 
Current Location: in Jin's arm
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Eien No Ai--Ten2Five
 
 
 
dephi: pic#77728745dephi on August 13th, 2008 10:36 am (UTC)
Kyaaa~
Super sweet. ^^
What will you do if I get diabetes, lit? Hahaha..
Yes Kazu - chan, there's no reason needed for Jin to love you, it's already obvious right? *grins*
Thanks for writing.. And now, where's the multichapter, dear? *grins*
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: eating jinmizuno_hikaru on August 13th, 2008 02:49 pm (UTC)
LOLLZ
nope deph, u won't get diabetes
*but a cavity maybe? ...RUN AWAAAAYYY~~!!*

glad u enjoy the story~
and about my multichaps, i was working on it.
i got some writer's block, but it already passed. wait for several days more and i'll post them~
^___________^
wait for them~~~
Mmarraol on August 13th, 2008 11:01 am (UTC)
Whoa, since when Jin is so smart?! *hide from Jin XD*
Anyway, that was really sweet story :)
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: KAT-TUNmizuno_hikaru on August 13th, 2008 02:51 pm (UTC)
LOLLLZ sometimes his brain worked and he turned into a smart one...
*evil laugh*
*bricked*

glad u like the story~~
thx 4 reading and commenting!
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muchie05 a.k.a Lizmuchie05 on August 13th, 2008 11:53 am (UTC)
"If I use those good points to love you… when they are gone, therefore I couldn’t love you anymore."

~~this srsly gave me goosebumps,, i can really relate at this reasoning... ^^o
uwaaahhh this is short but sweet and that is how i like this kind of fics... ^^o
*huggies*
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: amaicon akame eatmizuno_hikaru on August 13th, 2008 02:53 pm (UTC)
yep, i luv that line. =D
glad u like the story~
thx 4 reading and commenting~!!
^_________^

*hugs u back~*
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♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: sun's embracemizuno_hikaru on August 13th, 2008 02:55 pm (UTC)
thx put~~ =D
glad u like it
hehehe, i knew it. and ILUSM too~~
*huggies and kisses*

thx 4 reading and commenting dear
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puffie_hanchanpuffie_hanchan on August 13th, 2008 02:00 pm (UTC)
this is so sweet... makes me feel warm inside (^^) love it!
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: cal jinmizuno_hikaru on August 13th, 2008 02:57 pm (UTC)
thx puffie-chan~~
glad u like the fic! =D
hehehe, and i luv ur DJ... keep up ur good work~
(no subject) - puffie_hanchan on August 13th, 2008 03:03 pm (UTC) (Expand)
sumomo_yukisumomo_yuki on August 13th, 2008 03:53 pm (UTC)
sdounds lke a forwarded mail i received but it's good!
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: akame is love~mizuno_hikaru on August 13th, 2008 05:08 pm (UTC)
yep, as i wrote in my author notes...
a bulletin board's story inspired me.
it was a story of a girl demanding the reasons that made her lover loves her, and after he made some reasons that girl got an accident and went coma, and her lover said that he didn't need a reason to love her.

but it was so sad to make kame-chan in a coma and i didn't want to stucked in the same story, so it turned like this. basically i re-write all the plot and the messages mentioned is originally mine~~
^__________^

thx 4 reading and commenting sumomo-chan~
glad u enjoyed the fic~~
xhina_chanxxhina_chanx on August 13th, 2008 06:22 pm (UTC)
Awww!~

This is soo super K.A.W.A.I.I.<333 I absoletley loved it^^
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: KAT-TUNmizuno_hikaru on August 14th, 2008 01:05 am (UTC)
thx u 4 reading and commenting~~
glad u like it~
^_____________^

check my other story too ne?
anina_chananina_chan on August 13th, 2008 07:42 pm (UTC)
It was so sweet! I almost cried while I was reading the message *too emotional for her own good*
I loved it. The reasons, Jin's personality...just loved it. It was so touching!
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: young peacemizuno_hikaru on August 14th, 2008 01:06 am (UTC)
aaawww, dun't cry~
*here, some tissue*
instead of it, we must celebrated akame's love yes?
LOLLLZ

thx 4 reading and commenting~
i'm glad u like the story =D
legna_7legna_7 on August 13th, 2008 09:07 pm (UTC)
Soooo sweet!!!!!!
Jin, you did it very well!!!!!

Thank You!!!!!!
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: amaicon akame eatmizuno_hikaru on August 14th, 2008 01:07 am (UTC)
yay...
thx 4 reading and commenting~!
i'm glad u enjoyed the story =D
Isyya  和 仁 Yuuki k2j: kamekawaiis_kazuchan on August 14th, 2008 01:10 am (UTC)
sweet...

jin r really sweet... =)
love it.... *hug*
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: KAT-TUNmizuno_hikaru on August 14th, 2008 05:04 am (UTC)
hehehe, thx!
glad u like it~
^_________^

*hug u back*
sanamasalasanamasala on August 14th, 2008 03:06 am (UTC)
woooow so sweet!!! *o*

i loved it !!<3
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: amaicon akame eatmizuno_hikaru on August 14th, 2008 05:06 am (UTC)
hehehe glad u like it~!
thx 4 reading and commenting~~
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Hyn/Iris: akameyuki_mimon on August 14th, 2008 05:08 am (UTC)
neh mizuno ;___; do you know that all your stories really impressed me ;___; you're great DX
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: akame is love~mizuno_hikaru on August 14th, 2008 05:11 am (UTC)
thx u yuki-chan~~
i'm happy that u enjoyed my stories =D
♥♥♥

read my other fics too ne?
thx 4 reading and commenting~
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ღ~♥ Yuki ♥~ღkame_kiyumi on August 14th, 2008 02:49 pm (UTC)
nice one!! I love the explanation jin gave kame.. it made sense.. :)
thanks for this one~
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: sexy eyesmizuno_hikaru on August 14th, 2008 02:58 pm (UTC)
thx 4 reading and commenting~
hehe, glad u like it =D
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tia_junan on August 14th, 2008 08:19 pm (UTC)

Thank you for your work on this story. Very, very nice. I wish I'd thought of it.

Ki
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: lonely parkmizuno_hikaru on August 15th, 2008 11:04 am (UTC)
thx 4 reading and commenting~!
i'm glad u like the story =D
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matsusayurisayurikimura on August 14th, 2008 08:54 pm (UTC)
Oh...I read there somewhere, from forwarded email or something but it is a really cool version of Akame..

Love it! Like it!
♥ ミズノ ヒヵル ♥: sexy eyesmizuno_hikaru on August 15th, 2008 11:06 am (UTC)
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thx 4 reading and commenting!
i'm glad u like the story =D